Words by Dawn-Earth

My Little Brother

He was a child just yesterday
Today he's off to war
I remember defending him, fighting his battles
And now he's off to war
I remember watching him, tending his hurts
I can't do that anymore
He became a man today
Now its me he's fighting for
He's defending my freedoms and liberties
A patriot to the core
He's helping the downtrodden, defenseless and poor

...yet i still want to fight his war.

November 24, 2003

Fuck it. I have learned how to hate. I fucking hate you. You say I'm evil. You're right. I am. Fear me. Because I am going to cause you pain like you have never imagined could possibly exist. And I will smile while I hurt you. You are pathetic, less than nothing, a hollow shell and a poor imitation of a man. I'm going to make you wish you were less than even that. You fucked with the wrong person. You are going to pay. I am going to laugh.

Beyond the Clouds

have you ever been to cloud nine
and visited its golden streets
or smelled the ambrosian air
and tasted the nectar'ed springs?

have you ever been to cloud 10
the one beyond nine - beyond time
with its flower bedecked arches
and rose petal'ed pathways?

have you ever been to cloud 11
with its opalescent dreams
spilling fragrant sunshine
onto the bemus'ed passers below?

have you been -beyond- the clouds
to dizzied heights - vistas unrivaled
unbroken perfection of life
a sugar'ed confection unimagined?

dream web spun into life
pulling all closer to its center
and i gladly become caught
-beyond the clouds-

copyright Dawn-Earth M. Maloney

does it really matter?

Life is a broken
mockery of a
bad story spun
by wistful
dreaming and
shattered hearts.......

karmic tearz............

heart in hand and tears on face, i look around and sigh...what should i do—"what now"?
i know not what brought me to this place, I can only wonder "how"?
was i horrible in a prior life and am being punished for it now?
did i piss off some minor unknown karmic whirlpool that has sucked me in?
maybe i deserve this... maybe tears are to be my only legacy... i find it hard to believe that there will ever be anything else in my life...

I've cried for 25 years!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why stop now?.................